Without Closure

Introspective

Fr. Richard Rohr writes:

“Come, Lord Jesus” is a leap into the kind of freedom and surrender that is rightly called the virtue of hope. The theological virtue of hope is the patient and trustful willingness to live without closure, without resolution, and still be content and even happy because our Satisfaction is now at another level, and our Source is beyond ourselves.

I wrestle with wanting all the little details in life to be tied up neatly and put away on the shelf. And yet, no matter how often I do the dishes and launder my clothes, new stacks always appear. Just when I think I have a grasp on life, just when I clean one room, another unravels. The endless loop frustrates and nauseates. I want to scream. I want off the ride.

“The theological virtue of hope is the patient and trustful willingness to live without closure…”

No nice resolution to this post. No story illustrating living without closure in my life. I write today not as one who has experienced the answer, but as one newly coming to grips with the real problem: no more loose ends is death.

Quotation from Fr. Richard Rorh’s Daily Meditation

About Caedmon

Caedmon is a Catholic Christian seeking after the heart of Christ, finding more questions than answers. He is a member of the Catholic Church who struggles with some of her historical and present crises and controversies, dogmas and doctrines, yet who struggles as a member of the family who loves and cares deeply for his brothers and sisters. Caedmon will be receiving a Master's of Divinity from George Fox Evangelical Seminary in April, 2012, and is discerning his next steps in ministry, vocation, and life.

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Without Closure — 3 Comments

  1. I know this a serious heart felt post but you made me laugh out loud with the tale end of that final sentence. God bless you Caedmon. Thanks for continuing to share the journey.

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